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And through those rough times, it showed me what is a friend, who are my real friends and who aren't.

Sometimes things are predictable, and often times they cannot be reasoned.  Lately I have been missing my mom as if I were a baby~_~.  I wonder what has gotten into me since I never missed home.  Maybe I am older.  Many people enjoy their year of 21st.  But as for me, it is a year of challenge, experiment, and most important of all, the importance of FAMILY and supportive friends.

Two of my professors asked me to talk to them after class and one of them knows me pretty well.  It wasnt a surprise because I know I haven't done my work to their expectations.  One of them actually concerned about my health and told me that I cannot over extend myself the last minute, not now not for the thesis...because he knows I can do great work.  After that talk, which motivated me in a way, makes me wants to be strong and over come my problems and work myself to the very best~again.  and I will do that till mid may....

To all those who had been caring and supporting me through the rough times,

Thank you

Love~_~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE  haha

This year had been a warm one, it is not even snowing~ yet it had been the most difficult one so far~~~

For all my dearest friends, I must apologize that I haven't been in touch with you guys, because of all the mental issues that I am fighting against.

Have a great holiday~~